The very 1st post

“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that
something else is more important than fear.”
Ambrose Redmoon

 

The other blog got compromised guys. Betrayal at the very worst. Someone got access to my computer and some how managed to impersonate me with people that matter to me and as he was a trusted confidante screwed me up. He told them that I’d shot myself and was close to death. Then to the person I love the most he told her that I was dead, that I’d committed suicide and that I had blamed her. She very nearly killed herself overcome with guilt.

I was willing to forgive the betrayal but not that. I had known him for over 30 years. That was over in seconds. God can judge me. i was distraught by the loss of the blog. The bastard had to fucking delete it. I had let my soul fucking unburden itself in those posts. You guys who know me know that. I’m still in the shit hole and still waiting for extraction. I’ll have to wait for Christmas here but fingers crossed that I can be home by New Years.